Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Calls in life

Life like a train takes us into a journey and through it imagewe meet many people. This trip has a beginning we are barely aware of, nor can we control the end stop.

During this travel all things change: the landscapes, the people we will travel with, and the pace of the moving train.

Nested in the train with our family we will learn our basic social skills, enjoy fluffy, grassy plains outside the window. Love and the warmth of our relatives will let us learn to stay in healthy relationships throughout our lives.

During our journey, flat lowlands will turn into rolling hills, impressive mountains and torrential rivers, sometimes rapidly, imagesometimes slowly.

We will meet and lose people; some of them will become part of our experiences, others dissolve in the morning fog. Some, like members of our family will stay in our hearts and smile at us at night.

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Swans’ family

Swans and cygnets
I have found a beautiful picture with a pen, a cob and cygnets, right as I saw them in the Epping Forest in the afternoon.
Parents are quite territorial, usually mate for life and defend babies ferociously.
Cygnets have black bills and are covered with whitish grey or brownish fluffy down.
The number of eggs in each clutch ranges from 3 to 8, though I saw the pictures with even more cygnets.

Plumage of swan can vary between white and black, to my knowledge at least, and their beaks from red to black.
Pen with cod are devoted parents and sometimes give a ride to their babies.

Swans have webbed feet and the moment of landing on water with a bird flapping its wings is amazing really.

Monday, December 05, 2011

The Brothers Karamazov

Translated from the Russian of Fyodor Dostoyevsky by Constance Garnett The Lowell Press

Chapter I. Fyodor Pavlovitch Karamazov
Alexey Fyodorovitch Karamazov was the third son of Fyodor Pavlovitch Karamazov, a land owner well known in our district in his own day, and still remembered among us owing to his gloomy and tragic death, which happened thirteen years ago, and which I shall describe in its proper place. For the present I will only say that this “landowner”—for so we used to call him, although he hardly spent a day of his life on his own estate—was a strange type, yet one pretty frequently to be met with, a type abject and vicious and at the same time senseless. But he was one of those senseless persons who are very well capable of looking after their worldly affairs, and, apparently, after nothing else. Fyodor Pavlovitch, for instance, began with next to nothing; his estate was of the smallest; he ran to dine at other men’s tables, and fastened on them as a toady, yet at his death it appeared that he had a hundred thousand roubles in hard cash. At the same time, he was all his life one of the most senseless, fantastical fellows in the whole district. I repeat, it was not stupidity—the majority of these fantastical fellows are shrewd and intelligent enough—but just senselessness, and a peculiar national form of it.
He was married twice, and had three sons, the eldest, Dmitri, by his first wife, and two, Ivan and Alexey, by his second. Fyodor Pavlovitch’s first wife, Adelaïda Ivanovna, belonged to a fairly rich and distinguished noble family, also landowners in our district, the Miüsovs. How it came to pass that an heiress, who was also a beauty, and moreover one of those vigorous, intelligent girls, so common in this generation, but sometimes also to be found in the last, could have married such a worthless, puny weakling, as we all called him, I won’t attempt to explain. I knew a young lady of the last “romantic” generation who after some years of an enigmatic passion for a gentleman, whom she might quite easily have married at any moment, invented insuperable obstacles to their union, and ended by throwing herself one stormy night into a rather deep and rapid river from a high bank, almost a precipice, and so perished, entirely to satisfy her own caprice, and to be like Shakespeare’s Ophelia. Indeed, if this precipice, a chosen and favorite spot of hers, had been less picturesque, if there had been a prosaic flat bank in its place, most likely the suicide would never have taken place. This is a fact, and probably there have been not a few similar instances in the last two or three generations. Adelaïda Ivanovna Miüsov’s action was similarly, no doubt, an echo of other people’s ideas, and was due to the irritation caused by lack of mental freedom. She wanted, perhaps, to show her feminine independence, to override class distinctions and the despotism of her family. And a pliable imagination persuaded her, we must suppose, for a brief moment, that Fyodor Pavlovitch, in spite of his parasitic position, was one of the bold and ironical spirits of that progressive epoch, though he was, in fact, an ill-natured buffoon and nothing more. What gave the marriage piquancy was that it was preceded by an elopement, and this greatly captivated Adelaïda Ivanovna’s fancy. Fyodor Pavlovitch’s position at the time made him specially eager for any such enterprise, for he was passionately anxious to make a career in one way or another. To attach himself to a good family and obtain a dowry was an alluring prospect. As for mutual love it did not exist apparently, either in the bride or in him, in spite of Adelaïda Ivanovna’s beauty. This was, perhaps, a unique case of the kind in the life of Fyodor Pavlovitch, who was always of a voluptuous temper, and ready to run after any petticoat on the slightest encouragement. She seems to have been the only woman who made no particular appeal to his senses.
Immediately after the elopement Adelaïda Ivanovna discerned in a flash that she had no feeling for her husband but contempt. The marriage accordingly showed itself in its true colors with extraordinary rapidity. Although the family accepted the event pretty quickly and apportioned the runaway bride her dowry, the husband and wife began to lead a most disorderly life, and there were everlasting scenes between them. It was said that the young wife showed incomparably more generosity and dignity than Fyodor Pavlovitch, who, as is now known, got hold of all her money up to twenty-five thousand roubles as soon as she received it, so that those thousands were lost to her for ever. The little village and the rather fine town house which formed part of her dowry he did his utmost for a long time to transfer to his name, by means of some deed of conveyance. He would probably have succeeded, merely from her moral fatigue and desire to get rid of him, and from the contempt and loathing he aroused by his persistent and shameless importunity. But, fortunately, Adelaïda Ivanovna’s family intervened and circumvented his greediness. It is known for a fact that frequent fights took place between the husband and wife, but rumor had it that Fyodor Pavlovitch did not beat his wife but was beaten by her, for she was a hot-tempered, bold, dark-browed, impatient woman, possessed of remarkable physical strength. Finally, she left the house and ran away from Fyodor Pavlovitch with a destitute divinity student, leaving Mitya, a child of three years old, in her husband’s hands. Immediately Fyodor Pavlovitch introduced a regular harem into the house, and abandoned himself to orgies of drunkenness. In the intervals he used to drive all over the province, complaining tearfully to each and all of Adelaïda Ivanovna’s having left him, going into details too disgraceful for a husband to mention in regard to his own married life. What seemed to gratify him and flatter his self-love most was to play the ridiculous part of the injured husband, and to parade his woes with embellishments.
“One would think that you’d got a promotion, Fyodor Pavlovitch, you seem so pleased in spite of your sorrow,” scoffers said to him. Many even added that he was glad of a new comic part in which to play the buffoon, and that it was simply to make it funnier that he pretended to be unaware of his ludicrous position. But, who knows, it may have been simplicity. At last he succeeded in getting on the track of his runaway wife. The poor woman turned out to be in Petersburg, where she had gone with her divinity student, and where she had thrown herself into a life of complete emancipation. Fyodor Pavlovitch at once began bustling about, making preparations to go to Petersburg, with what object he could not himself have said. He would perhaps have really gone; but having determined to do so he felt at once entitled to fortify himself for the journey by another bout of reckless drinking. And just at that time his wife’s family received the news of her death in Petersburg. She had died quite suddenly in a garret, according to one story, of typhus, or as another version had it, of starvation. Fyodor Pavlovitch was drunk when he heard of his wife’s death, and the story is that he ran out into the street and began shouting with joy, raising his hands to Heaven: “Lord, now lettest Thou Thy servant depart in peace,” but others say he wept without restraint like a little child, so much so that people were sorry for him, in spite of the repulsion he inspired. It is quite possible that both versions were true, that he rejoiced at his release, and at the same time wept for her who released him. As a general rule, people, even the wicked, are much more naïve and simple-hearted than we suppose. And we ourselves are, too.

Glossary:
  • began with next to nothing
  • puny weakling
  • insuperable 
  • precipice
  • pliable 
  • voluptuous 
  • importunity
  • circumvented 
  • toady

Monday, November 28, 2011

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

BBC documentaries

I love watching BBC documentaries. They are highly informative, educative and really enjoyable. The level of knowledge they represent is second to none, as well as the technique and the way of presentation. All of them are like the best lectures by the best professors. 

As they are produced and performed by the highly educated specialists of the fields given, the English used by them is like the people, at the very high level of the vocabulary with many interesting metaphors. The mine of the modern yet not street argot, a source it is worth learning from. 

Baroque! - From St Peter's to St Paul's

Spectacular three-part series, exploring the Baroque tradition in many of its key locations. Starting in Italy and following the spread of the wildfire across Europe and beyond, art critic Waldemar Januszczak takes a tour of the best examples of Baroque to be found, and tells the best stories behind those works.

Episode Three brings the Baroque home with an exploration of the English Baroque tradition that finds its climax through a tour of London's Hawksmoor churches, and Christopher Wren's iconic St Paul's Cathedral.

Here I wrote down some structures used in this documentary. Hope to write any story to use them by myself. 

  • spreading like a wildfire across Europe
  • emotional and flamboyant art 
  • a half-timbered, medieval hotch-potch of higgledy-piggledy Tudor DIY
  • rabid suspicion 
  • the sinful, idolatrous, abdominal art
  • the stupendous riverside vista at Greenwich
  • the first purpose-built scientific establishment 
  • to enlarge a tiny crack into a giant opening
  • to have a patchy record in the matters of art
  • a hugely discombobulating fact 
  • to say the least
  • his eyes were opened to the delights of art
  • to get into contact 
  • thereby affirming the divine rights of the kings

Saturday, January 15, 2011

EPOTI new log rustic house in Second Life

reading 1_001
This is incredible, but yet it is the truth, we rent a parcel, bought a house and furnished it with lovely furniture to have a stable, nice environment for meeting with friends in Second Life.
reading 1_002We like to read aloud together, discuss English and spereading 1_003ak as much as it is possible to improve our English.
I love this house, a bit of an old tavern-like, and one of my favourite places is the porch with wooden bench, adorned comfortably with cushions in pastel colours, beachy blue and green.
reading 1_006The heart of the house is the big lounge with the warm  reddish sitting set, with brightly blazing candles all over, as this abode has no electricity.  reading 1_009
But we have a brand-new TV set, with many a radio station, DVD and the picture player. We may watch videos from youtube and other websites, as well as full-length movies. 
Also there is a greedy table and some rocking chairs on the balcony. With some trees, grass and flowers all create cosy and friendly spot.

Just come to visti us at: http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Microcosm/178/46/54
My Second Life name is: Mariola Lane :)

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Debauchery, licentiousness and impiety in SL


I was sitting in a lovely recess in my SL rustic house, wandering about congenial company and surroundings I have had there, but yet I had to concede that it is not always a leg up for my English practice.
Some cogent arguments forced me to try this way of studying a language and having fun at the same time; no one used any coercion to keep me there.
Nor anyone acts in collusion to pressure baneful influence on me. And even though some people behave in SL as if they forgot about possibility of condign punishment for they deeds it does not mean that I am going to look at it with spellbound amusement.
Yet I will never ask what resides people’s heads, it could be heartbreaking knowledge for a decent human being.